Fathom 40: The Devil Inside

 

Part 1: Damned If We Do, Damned If We Don't

• Another Tarot-Inspired musing exploring the 'Material Demands' of life that can steal away our sense of Whimsy; leave us ignorant to our own Intuitive Callings 👿🔮
• Entrapment via material pursuits and/or Societal Expectation, and the plethora of nuance that Cultural normatives create 💎🔗
• Demonisation abound... What's 'Typical', 'Normal', where do we draw those lines? Will we Dare to be different? 😎🤪

Part 2: Wicked Whispers

• Exploring that relationship with our Inner Callings and considering environmental impacts... Are we 'Too Much' for the area we inhabit / people we're surrounded by? Do we make ourselves Small to 'Fit In'? 🤔🙈
• How my American Dad helped me see an alternate Perspective on our thoughts & narratives, our Inner Demons 🙉🙊💩
• Observing it's little more than the Threat-Triggered brain, a Shadow that calls for Healing 🙏💝
• Examples of my own Wicked Whispers,
• Internalised Ableism & Neurotypical FOMO 
• Being on borrowed time & Panic ... The IRONYof survivors' Guilt

Part 3: Mindful Anarchy

• Wicked Whispers as Good Intentions poorly delivered 😅💩
• SSASS-Y determination Drives me from these demons... sans the need for Pity 💞🐇
• The fine art & benefits of calling on these BULLSHIT on these thoughts... Mindful Anarchy! 💥💪
• We are not our thoughts, but we do get to CHOOSE which we take seriously and give Energy too; BE BRAVE, be a bit of an Asshole for Wellness Reasons instead of opting to be a fearful Prick 🦔🙏🙌

Key Question to Consider

Are Our Thoughts, Feelings and/or Choices the Source of Our Own Sense of Enslavement? 🤔🤯 

Fathom 39: Astounding Acceptance Array

Part 1: Acceptance and/or Understanding

• My evolution of Self-Acceptance through Identity exploration, TBI Healing & Experimentation; Knowing, FEELING, it's no longer 'optional' for my Wellbeing 💖😎꩜
• The Spectrum of Self-Acceptance, and how it relates to self-understanding... Which came first? 🐔🥚🤯
• Changes in acceptance as my understanding shifts over time, leading to my SSASS-Y Intention to finally sustain the joy, liberation, and sense of Belonging it provides... Which we all DESERVE 🙏💯
• The sweet spot... understanding ENOUGH to accept the rest! The only thing truly unacceptable about me, was that I refused to accept myself... IRONY 😅😇

Part 2: The Perks of Persistence

• Authentic joy, feeling happy for no reason; no longer trying to catch myself doing something 'wrong' 🤷🤔
• More Patience! Noticed by the lack of my usually extreme level of care & associated cortisol 😦😂
• The almost uneasy absence of Shame & Guilt, accepting my endearing Tizzy & Dizzy wild horseys 🐎🤪
• Confronting & challenging Neurotypical FOMO, life as ME - As SUMMER - Is the happiest life I can and will lead 🙉🙌 

Part 3: Conditional Courtship

• Being comfortable in our own Skin 😌👌
• Conditional couplings between Self Love & Self Acceptance; what internal 'domestic' spats look like 👿💔
• I can do no wrong, not anymore, because I'm Determined to back myself, my Values & my Intentions
• Small shifts in our internal dialogue can make SIGNIFICANT DIFFERENCES in our lives' experience 🙊💯
• Considering how external relationships reflect internal relationship 💘💞