Fathom 48: Tumultuous Transformative Tower

 

Part 1: Meandering Miracles of Mystifying Masochism 🌈

  • Another Tarot reflection, one with a particularly confronting and thought-provoking image 🤔😳
    • My Intention: Demonstrate How a Life-Altering Change Four Years in the Making Manifests, & How we co-create with the Universe 💫
    • Transitioning between Victim & Survival states, and falling into a space where I can finally Thrive, a Safe place I Belong 💩💝
  • What's left once the Tower tumbles? What foundation are we left with? How stable was it? 🤯
    • Four years, four fearsome lightning strikes... all for me to embed Self-Acceptance 🙏
  • The Four Shattering Bolts💣
    • My First Strike - I Dared to Leave 🏃‍♀️‍➡️🙉
    • The Universe's Strike Two - The Death, The Guilt, The Grief 😓🙈


Part 2: What Can Become of Cracked Foundations 😭🌞

  • How we deal with what's beyond our control says a lot about the who we are; The Tower crumbles when we can no longer be that person for our own Health & Development 😅👻
    • Despite many emotions, my Heart had to find a new Wish 💔💞
  • The Four Shattering Bolts (Cont'd)💣
    • Third Strike Overall My Play - Shake shit up, Shanghai here I come! 🙊🎉
    • Fourth & Final Volleyed Back to The Universe - An utterly confounding confrontation of my Valued health via a 'Right Temporal Lobe & Subarachnoid Hemorrhage' 🧠💩😨
  • I'm left with only GRATITUDE for each and every blow, because it's how I finally fulfilled my Resolution; only now can I truly THRIVE and revel in BEING ME 🤓😎👌🐇🦄

Fathom 47: Heartfelt Insights

 

Part 1: A Wish Come True 🙏

  • Why I share such deeply (if not Pitiful) personal Development examples & the science of Insights 💝💫
  • Wishes as Heart Goals; how I applied this to my daily Tarot Reflection & current work 'Sitch' 😋🤔
    • Effectively I don't enjoy dining out with family, friends or work colleagues, but is this an issue to FixSHOULD I WISH TO? 😕🙊 
    • AHA! MTRUWISITBACCEPTED, unconditionally; it's NOT to be 'Normal' &/or enjoy dining out, it's to live my joy in whatever way I Choose 🥹😇
    • I'm no longer willing to forfeit my sense of SSASS-Y self acceptance for the acceptance of others; it's just not worth it 💯💩

Part 2: My Heart's Business & Business is Good ✊

  • Again, an ambition to role-model unapologetic self-exploration, an example of the process of expanding Awareness to enable better Decision Making (hopefully & theoretically) 😅🙏
  • A realisation of my Heart's sense of duty, it's job within my wholbeing is to lovunconditionally... and only now can I see how seriously it takes on that role  💞

Fathom 46: A Worrisome Fundamental Attribution Error


Part 1: Wearying Worries 😨

  • An existential application of the Fundamental Attribution Error (FAE) 🤓
  • The interesting perspective on the tendency to Blame worrisome thoughts for an unhealthy accumulation of Stress, but is that the ACTUAL CAUSE🤔
  • The Narrative we tell ourselves about a thought's MEANING, our ASSUMPTIONS about that meaning, and an ATTACHMENT to the narrative that compels us to act; trying to Control & prevent more uncomfortable thoughts seems more CAUSAL 🫣
    • My examples around an unexplained Headache & fickle Kittens 😅
  • We can't control our thoughts, but we can control our Actions
    • Choose to FLOAT, Survival through Inaction! 🤯🌊
    • Let the Brain do it's Braining without unnecessary stress; staying Safe & Well by allowing the thought to exist without the need to attach or to 'do anything' 🙏😇

Part 2: Rewarding Worries 🤩

  • Let's leave the baggage behind & glimpse the silver lining! 🌈
    • A highly beneficial use for my 'Broken' Narrative 😲
    • Thinking that it is purely harmful, is yet another FAE! Animals that worry are more likely to Survive... 💯
  • My worry WOKE ME UP, made me Aware of the Healing to be done; gave me PURPOSE 💖
  • So why is that narrative now causing stress? 🤔 
    • My PURPOSE has changed, has shifted to Empowering Others through Coaching; I can't live them both! 😅🤷‍♀️
    • My previous purpose served me well for a time; it certainly doesn't deserve to be Demonised 😇🌠
  • My Higher Purpose could not have manifested without the previous one, which dragged my sorry ass through 40-years of undiagnosed neuro-Spicyness to authentic self Acceptance 💩🥳