Part 1: Meandering Miracles of Mystifying Masochism π
- Another Tarot reflection, one with a particularly confronting and thought-provoking image π€π³
- My Intention: Demonstrate How a Life-Altering Change Four Years in the Making Manifests, & How we co-create with the Universe π«
- Transitioning between Victim & Survival states, and falling into a space where I can finally Thrive, a Safe place I Belong π©π
- What's left once the Tower tumbles? What foundation are we left with? How stable was it? π€―
- Four years, four fearsome lightning strikes... all for me to embed Self-Acceptance π
- The Four Shattering Boltsπ£
- My First Strike - I Dared to Leave π♀️➡️π
- The Universe's Strike Two - The Death, The Guilt, The Grief ππ
Part 2: What Can Become of Cracked Foundations ππ
- How we deal with what's beyond our control says a lot about the who we are; The Tower crumbles when we can no longer be that person for our own Health & Development π
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- Despite many emotions, my Heart had to find a new Wish ππ
- The Four Shattering Bolts (Cont'd)π£
- Third Strike Overall My Play - Shake shit up, Shanghai here I come! ππ
- Fourth & Final Volleyed Back to The Universe - An utterly confounding confrontation of my Valued health via a 'Right Temporal Lobe & Subarachnoid Hemorrhage' π§ π©π¨
- I'm left with only GRATITUDE for each and every blow, because it's how I finally fulfilled my Resolution; only now can I truly THRIVE and revel in BEING ME π€ππππ¦

Part 1: A Wish Come True π
- Why I share such deeply (if not Pitiful) personal Development examples & the science of Insights ππ«
- Wishes as Heart Goals; how I applied this to my daily Tarot Reflection & current work 'Sitch' ππ€
- Effectively I don't enjoy dining out with family, friends or work colleagues, but is this an issue to Fix? SHOULD I WISH TO? ππ
- AHA! MY TRUE WISH IS TO BE ACCEPTED, unconditionally; it's NOT to be 'Normal' &/or enjoy dining out, it's to live my joy in whatever way I Choose π₯Ήπ
- I'm no longer willing to forfeit my sense of SSASS-Y self acceptance for the acceptance of others; it's just not worth it π―π©
Part 2: My Heart's Business & Business is Good ✊
- Again, an ambition to role-model unapologetic self-exploration, an example of the process of expanding Awareness to enable better Decision Making (hopefully & theoretically) π
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- A realisation of my Heart's sense of duty, it's job within my whole being is to love unconditionally... and only now can I see how seriously it takes on that role π
Part 1: Wearying Worries π¨
- An existential application of the Fundamental Attribution Error (FAE) π€
- The interesting perspective on the tendency to Blame worrisome thoughts for an unhealthy accumulation of Stress, but is that the ACTUAL CAUSE? π€
- The Narrative we tell ourselves about a thought's MEANING, our ASSUMPTIONS about that meaning, and an ATTACHMENT to the narrative that compels us to act; trying to Control & prevent more uncomfortable thoughts seems more CAUSAL π«£
- My examples around an unexplained Headache & fickle Kittens π
- We can't control our thoughts, but we can control our Actions
- Choose to FLOAT, Survival through Inaction! π€―π
- Let the Brain do it's Braining without unnecessary stress; staying Safe & Well by allowing the thought to exist without the need to attach or to 'do anything' ππ
Part 2: Rewarding Worries π€©
- Let's leave the baggage behind & glimpse the silver lining! π
- A highly beneficial use for my 'Broken' Narrative π²
- Thinking that it is purely harmful, is yet another FAE! Animals that worry are more likely to Survive... π―
- My worry WOKE ME UP, made me Aware of the Healing to be done; gave me PURPOSE π
- So why is that narrative now causing stress? π€
- My PURPOSE has changed, has shifted to Empowering Others through Coaching; I can't live them both! π
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- My previous purpose served me well for a time; it certainly doesn't deserve to be Demonised ππ
- My Higher Purpose could not have manifested without the previous one, which dragged my sorry ass through 40-years of undiagnosed neuro-Spicyness to authentic self Acceptance π©π₯³